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The Matriarch of the Mysteries: A Farewell to Dolores Ashcroft-Nowicki (1929–2026)
It is with a heavy heart, yet a spirit filled with gratitude, that we announce the passing of a true titan of the Western Mystery Tradition. Dolores Ashcroft-Nowicki, the revered author, teacher, and former Director of Studies for the Servants of the Light (SOL), passed away on January 8th, 2026. She was 96 years old.
For nearly a century, Dolores walked the delicate line between the mundane world and the inner planes, guiding generations of students with a hand that was firmly grounded yet capable of pointing towards the stars. She was not merely a teacher; she was a custodian of an ancient lineage, a bridge builder, and to us at the Wilfred Hazelwood Clinic, a beloved friend.
From the Channel Islands to the Inner Temple
Born on June 11, 1929, in Jersey, Channel Islands, Dolores entered a world that was already teetering on the edge of great change. Growing up in Jersey, an island steeped in folklore and occupied during World War II, she developed a resilience and a sensitivity to the unseen that would define her later life. However, her initial calling was not the altar, but the stage.
Dolores trained as an actress at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art (RADA) and Trinity College of Music. This theatrical background was not a detour; it was the foundation of her magical technique. She understood early on that ritual is a form of sacred drama, a way of communicating with the subconscious mind through symbol, gesture, and voice. Anyone who ever heard Dolores lead a "Pathworking" (a guided meditation technique she perfected) will attest to the power of her voice. She could transport a room full of people from a drafty community hall to the Temple of Isis with nothing more than her cadence and command of language.
Her formal occult training began in the 1960s with the Fraternity of the Inner Light, the order established by the legendary Dion Fortune. It was here that she met W.E. Butler (Ernest), a grand old man of English magic. The bond between them was immediate and profound; he saw in her the spark of leadership and the tenacity required to carry the torch. When Butler founded the Servants of the Light School in 1965 to bring esoteric training to a wider audience, Dolores was his right hand.
In 1976, she succeeded him as Director of Studies. It was a role she would hold for over 40 years, until her retirement in 2018. Under her stewardship, the SOL grew from a small correspondence course into a worldwide fraternity. She democratised the Mysteries, stripping away the elitism of the Victorian era and replacing it with a practical, robust spirituality that could be practiced by anyone willing to do the work, whether they were a bus driver, a nurse, or a CEO.
The Door Unlocked: Mapping the Soul's Crisis
Dolores was a prolific writer, authoring over 30 books, but one title holds particular significance for the therapeutic work we do here at the clinic: The Door Unlocked: An Astrological Insight into Initiation. Written in collaboration with astrologer Stephanie V. Norris, this text serves as a vital bridge between the worlds of high magic and psychological astrology.
In esoteric circles, "Initiation" is a word often shrouded in glamour, implying robes and secret ceremonies. Dolores and Stephanie stripped this back to reveal the raw, often painful psychological reality. They framed initiation not as a club membership, but as a crisis of evolution, a point where the soul outgrows the personality.
The book meticulously examines the astrological transits that trigger these life-altering phases. It looks at how planetary movements, particularly the outer planets like Pluto, Neptune, and Uranus, act as cosmic triggers, forcing us to confront our shadows and shed our old skins. For Martyn, our lead therapist, this book is a masterclass in understanding the timing of therapeutic breakthroughs. It validates the struggles of the seeker, offering a map through the "dark night of the soul" and assuring the traveler that the chaos is not a sign of failure, but a symptom of growth.
A Final Legacy: Johnny Nova
It is a testament to her inexhaustible energy that, even in her 97th year, Dolores was preparing to launch a new work. This February (2026), her novel Johnny Nova: A Novel of the Age of Aquarius will be released. While her non-fiction manuals are staples on every occultist's bookshelf, her fiction offers a different kind of teaching.
Johnny Nova represents the shift in consciousness that Dolores championed for decades. The story centers on Johnny, a rock star in the mid-90s, an era of excess, noise, and rebellion. Yet, beneath the leather and the loud music, Johnny is a candidate for initiation. He is swept into an adventure at the "Abbey of the Dawn," a journey that weaves together the vibrancy of modern culture with the timeless truths of the Hermetic Qabalah and the chakra system.
By choosing a rock star as her protagonist, Dolores made a powerful statement: the Spirit is not confined to silence. It moves through the bassline as surely as it moves through the chant. This novel is her love letter to the Aquarian Age, a time where the guru is internalised, and the temple can be found on a concert stage. For those who wish to hear the story told, an Audible version is being released simultaneously, allowing her tradition of oral storytelling to endure.
A Personal Tribute: Memories from Martyn J. Shrewsbury
"To the public, Dolores Ashcroft-Nowicki was a formidable High Priestess, a woman who could command the elements. To me, she was family."
Martyn J. Shrewsbury’s relationship with Dolores spanned 35 years, a friendship forged in the fires of shared work and sustained by deep mutual respect. She was not just a mentor; she was the godmother to his son, a role she took as seriously as any temple office. This connection went far beyond the professional, it was a bond of kinship.
For decades, Martyn organised and facilitated her workshops here in Wales. Those weekends were legendary. Students would travel from all corners of the UK to a quiet corner of the Welsh valleys, drawn by the promise of learning from the Director of Studies herself. Martyn recalls those days with a fond nostalgia:
"We worked hard. Dolores didn't suffer fools, and she expected her students to stretch themselves mentally and spiritually. But my fondest memories aren't of the rituals, powerful as they were. My memories are of the spaces in between. The drives through the misty Welsh landscape where she would marvel at the ancient energy of the land. The evenings spent in my living room, the smell of tea and toast in the air, where she would drop the persona of the 'teacher' and just be Dolores."
He describes a woman of sharp wit and immense warmth. She possessed the rare ability to see right through a person's defenses, a "laser gaze" that could be unnerving to those with something to hide, but deeply validating to those seeking the truth. She taught Martyn that true spirituality isn't about floating above the world; it's about bringing the light down into the mud of everyday life, about finding the sacred in a cup of tea as much as in a chalice of wine.
Until around 15 years ago, these Welsh workshops were a staple of the local esoteric calendar. They planted seeds of wisdom in hundreds of people, seeds that are still flowering today. Dolores may have laid down her physical tools, but the architecture she built in the minds and hearts of her friends and students remains unshakable.
Farewell, Dolores. You have walked the path, you have opened the door, and you have left the light on for the rest of us. Journey well.
